Now, when I say “best friend”, I mean special to me. That one friend who makes everything seem worthwhile. That friend that makes me smile no matter what. That friend who never gives up, on life, goals, or me. That friend with whom I would go into any situation, anytime, anywhere. That friend with whom I would stand no matter what we face. That friend who has continually brought me closer to God since day one. That one friend, whom will always hold a special place in my heart, soul, and spirit. That friend whom I love more than anyone. You’re the craziest true friend mela!

Being with you is like dancing in the summer rain. It’s like sleeping in my own bed after I’ve been away for too long. It’s like miles of highway stretching out before me, with no other cars in view. It’s like running through sprinklers on a scorching day. It’s like receiving a letter I’ve waited so long for. It’s like finishing a five thousand-piece puzzle. Life’s not perfect, but when you’re with me, it’s pretty damn close.

Eastwood with him a year ago. Everything was happy before but now everything turns out to be different, And I’m done hoping that we could work it out. I’m done with how it feels, spinning my wheels, letting you drag my heart around. I’m done thinking that you could ever change. I know my heart will never be the same, but I’m telling myself I’ll be okay. Even on my weakest days I get a little bit stronger.

I love those kind of nights that turn out unexpectedly good, great, and sometimes just all out amazing just because you didn’t really expect anything to happen at all. If only we could live just like that with no expectations in mind. It’s possible we’d be much happier, with more memorable moments that would last a lifetime.

What a sad night! I just remembered something and it really made me very sad. I cant believe I still want you :( The effort to make things work, isn’t worth it anymore. We took each other for granted and we both know that there’s no more “spark” every time we’re together. Maybe it was wrong of me to think I could keep you. And all I’ve been thinking; I want you to know that I am fine here without you, but I can’t bring myself to lie to you. I dont want you back but I really miss you!

I guess our relationship ran it’s course. We went through all the stages and I’m pretty sure that it’s now officially over.
You meant the WORLD to me and I did everything I could to show you that. Yea i made mistakes, but we both know you weren’t anywhere near perfect either. But for some reason, you were still perfect in my eyes.
When i met you i knew that you’d change my life. I knew that I’d want to be with you for as long as i could have you. We went through HELL and back together. No one could even imagine HALF the crap we’ve gone through and that definitely is not exaggerating at all. I have never met a more hard headed person in my entire life! But that didn’t even matter as long as we were together. It’s crazy how much faith we had in us.
i definitely didn’t want you out of my life. I couldn’t let go of someone who meant so much to me. As much as it would hurt to be “just friends” since we really don’t know what being friends is like, i was willing to deal with it just to keep you as close as i could.
We weren’t healthy for eachother. Our fights were wars. And often you’d take it to a whole nother level. Just because you’re upset, it does not give you the right to disrespect me the way you did. And after last night, I finally put my foot down. I’m tired of making excuses for you and forgiving when I know damn well i shouldn’t. It’s time i seriously be selfish because i deserve it. 

Watched Michelle Phan’s make up tutorial! Yehey! I’m learning na! More practice pa!! :))))

i love how the movie starts off with anne rising from the water in a two-piece like a goddess, walking towards you nice and slow.

No dull moments. Amazing story. Above par acting by both Cristine and Anne. Almost perfect character development. Some eye-opening (in the sense that it’s true, not really eye-opening as in shocking) lines by Anne, and so many funny lines from Cristine and her mother hahah. And lastly, there’s definitely a lesson to learn from the movie.

The Best Cast, Script and Story! Watch it for you to find out! :)

took a picture before going to the mall. I didn’t go to school because My prof wasn’t around. I decided to just go to Gale by myself and buy a gift for someone. I really had a hard time to pick a shirt for a guy even though I already gave him shirts before. This time, it was harder because he was not around to tell me if likes it or not so I just picked the shirt that I think he will like. Thank God! he liked it and he was very thankful :)

it was a great night! skyping with you is always the best part of my day! I wanna just pull you out of my computer screen and just hug you for real :) I love wearing this jacket especially now that the weather is always cold :)))))